| Im glad xanga is still alive. Because without xanga I wouldnt be able too look back at embarrassing memories from my middle school life. Im very fortunate to go through all the bull shit in high school and learn from it. Hahahahah!
College is not the shit.
I do feel older
I do party more
I'm not the same person i used to be
and because jelyca decided to wake me up I might as well blog because she felt the need to bring up old middle school memories and go on Xanga. Hahahahah
Aye on a good note
i got a job
i got my licence.
Independence never felt so fucking good.
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| So yesterday i found an old journal from about 8th grade. Wow... like all those things that happened to me i cant even remember. Like for instance how i used to talk to this one guy who i must admit i actually miss.. the way he used to be but its whatever. Im just glad i never deleted this because after finding this journal i can just let it all go now...well as soon as alicia gives me a text back or if someone can just give me an answer to my question. Sometimes i dont want to believe my journal but then in the back of my head i can hear my cousin saying "journals cant lie..inless your pshyco." hhahha
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| im 18 and i feel like i need to do more in my life before it ends in 2012 because i believe in that shit.
Summer:
-job
-job
-job
-iNeed to learn how to drive
-job
-job
-job
-Miramar classes?
shit i hate how im starting all over again. Kind of.
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| schools almost over and im distracting myself from finishing my portfolio. maahahahahaah.Oh and my 18th is in like 5 days! YAAY So anyways i felt like blogging. Sike. Yeah so im reading a new novel. Its not new but its new to me because i havnt read a nicholas spark book since like my sophmore year maybe? Or maybe 8th grade. AHAHAH. Well i like this part because i can relate to it soo much:
"She didnt know exactly, but he did exsist, and one of the things she learned early in her life was that if you discovered something that made you tighten inside, you had better try to learn more about it. If you simply ignored the feeling, you would never know what might happen, and in many ways that was worse than finding out you were wrong in the first place. Because if you were wrong, you could go forward in your life without ever looking back over your shoulder and wondering what might have been."
-Message In a Bottle
Word.
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| i fuckin hate liars !!!!!!!!!!!!! damn these bitches today i cant believe she went AHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH but whatever she is so lucky i understand her situation but still i know she lyin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh and i hate liars like boyssssssssssssssssssssssssss who lie about me being cute fuckin assholesssssssssssssss a[sojf[aojfdaojfoajfdpaodjfpoajdfpoajf
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